I have thought before that I have found true love, a love so intense and real that I will forever be caught in its spell ... until the day came when I realized I was mistaken. I have spent the most agonizing days of my life awaking from haunting nightmares, with dried tears on my pillows. I thought I had lost my sanity every time I remember and mourn for my great love.
And then I met you, a new friend. No sooner had we met that you suffered the same anguish as I did a month ago. You were in the same hell I was in before. I found it comforting to talk to you over the pangs and bemoans of lost love, simply because we both suffer from it. We never felt embarrassed talking about heartaches nor crying for them.
The reassuring friendship we had was enough to keep my good sense intact. I wasn't yearning anymore for him to come back, nor desperately seeking my next wonderful love affair. I was content. with you.
And even though we still have our friendship, I'm blissful we have something much more. I'm very grateful we have love. You have been my angel, you have saved me from loneliness and misery. More than anything else, I thank you for YOU. Your intelligence, your company, your wonderful sense of humor, your delectable body. The way you make me look forward to waking up again in the mornings, the way you make me sleep with a smile on my face. Thank you.
Roz, I love you, I'm in love with you and I'll always love you and be in love with you.